Run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

Bruises on my hands.Does it spell something?Though the minor pain but within lives the deepest cut.Feel like an empty soul floating btw two choices.I really dont know.You made me realise how naive and foolish I was like a three year old.Your words.Was I angry or was it a mere pinch of jealousy?I really dont know.It brought me back to reality and pulled me away from my dreamland.I tried but to no avail.Things just dont seem all beautiful on the outside anymore.Our level of superficial connection has come to a stale.Beyond the line holds a new beginning tt may be reduced to utmost agony.The confused state of mind overrules my pathetic life.Shold I believe in what's going to happen or faint ignorance?Should I walk away like I dont care or hide my miseries behind the shadows of my path.I just really dont know.
Mich is leaving for london this friday and here I am wasting my life away.I long to go with her for she is one friend I truly cherish and treasure.My partner in crime(P.I.C.).Seeing her off may not reduce me to tears but I would be yearning for her return.Why do I sound so depressed unlike my normal jovial tone?Perhaps that's how life works.We all have our ups and downs.Now I'm tasting the ingredients of life.I miss everyone.Really.My clique,our self-invented corridor soccer,our clique tennis outing and so much more.Perhaps one should not look back coz we can never return to our past and relive the scenes that past us.

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Today is the only day tt i felt so tired during work but fun though.i like it busy.Must be thinking what a weird person right?Ha. I just like being occupied with my work if not when there's nothing to do i'll feel seriously bored.Suddenly, i have the urge to buy books to read.The usual kind.Not comic books,a novel.Sigh i guess now my current life is juz work work work.Someone told me to get a life,is this the life i want to live from day to day? Not really just tt i really want to get the extra cash and pamper myself after the hard work i've done.Now, i realise money doesnt come easy and life outside school is more complicated than i thought.I'm so tired now i feel my brain dettached away frm my body.
Yesterday, Patricia and I went out the whole day.We had a so called "shopping spree" and halfway through i felt quite sick coz i was left with no money to buy anymore things.Or maybe i was tired.We ate squid ink!Initially i thought it looked disgusting coz the pasta was all black in colour and they fry it with chilli,looks gross but it turns out rather okay.Pretty nice actually.Not too weird a taste for me.And we also ate Frutti de mare.whatever the name is.Itz some kind of seafood pizza, really tasty !:) The memoirs of the geisha was nice but the ending is so typical.Perhaps if they end it tragically, the story would be more dark and real.It will somehow enhances the effects of a morbid feelingAhahaha i sound like a saddist,dont I?
Happy New Year PEEPS!Take Care k? ;D

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Last night was a disaster.Horrible.I felt completly redundant.All because of tt stupid pig.Bleh.When i was told to go home, my mind turned point blank.Like What?! I had a hard time persuading my mum to let me take over jean's place and now i'm asked to go home? Damn shit lar.But i was very touched by all the peeps at cartel last night,really.Thank you for trying to cheer me up man.It really felt horrible.And i knew tt you guys pretended to be tired so tt i can take over ur place.Love ya all! Muacks...hmmm never knew tt u peeps are so sacrificial and i'm really really touched.So i decided to throw tt stupid thought away and juz work without getting paid for. Who cares anyway? I'm happy to help out and i can do it my way coz i'm not officially working on tt night.Yea.Then i went to eat supper cum dinner with pat who's a super sweet girl.Everywhere was close and we had no choice but to eat at Macs.We wanted candlelight dinner but can u get tt at 10.30pm?ahaha THANKS PEEPS! :

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Had a date with ma partner Jeannie yesterday and so coincidently we met mich hejing wei ling and vanessa at Far east . Ha. It felt like a mini reunion.So you know we went to shop shop ard. As usual mich was short of cash to buy her things.Then we abandon them and continued on our journey.Guess what we saw the shoe tt mich wanted at only $19.90.The one she wanted at the other shop cost 32bucks. Ohh yes, we watched In Her shoes ard! Itz so touching i practically cried most of the scenes.Somehow it makes me think about my life though i dont exactly have a sister. But comparing myself to some other pple( not saying who), I feel more or less redundant. I'll forever be shadowed by them. Itz like who wants to be with a fat girl when u can choose someone all slim and slender. How i wish i can change certain things in my life.
Jeanne went to the Cafe cartel tt i worked in today for a walk-in-interview. I think it went quite well.Today feels both bad and good at the same time.The good- my collegues and i are getting closer and this cute guy was under me. He looks like a eurasian with nice curly hair...ahaha The bad-me and jeanne got drenched.Totally wet! So wet i could feel water filling up my shoes and my jeans was 90percent wet.We had an umbrella mind you. A quite small one actually. We looked like crazy girls screaming with the mini umbrella in that Heavy rain. Urgh damn it! Whatz worse is 5 mins later the rain somehow disappeared.You know how it feels right. Then jeanne came to ma hse and i got her skirt in ma dryer. Lucky her~ha.
Check out the pics she took:

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with flash.

without.

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KIMMIE*<3
Mich*P.I.C.
Jeannie Beannie*
JOEE
SAWEE
MINNY
Ting Mei
Xin Er*
Wing Wing :)
Apple*Lesbie
Jean Therry

WINE GUMS <3
Vintage clothings <3
Never miss out your IPOD <3
My Pearl studs ;) <3
Sexy Red Nails