Run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

Caught the movie Just my luck with fellow mates Vivien and Fariz...OMG
McFly!!!!!!!!!
WHERE ARE YOU JOEE?!
We're supposed to watch this show OVER AND OVER AGAIN TILL IT ENDS ISNT IT?
DOUGIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Omgly CUTE.The Finding Harry part was hilarious.Harry~
Then there there.Harry just zonk out from below.HAHAHA with that retarded way of standing..lol
They most probably cut out the swearings and cursings they made.Dont expect McFly to be that polite.Especially they are cousins of BUSTED.WHEE~
Finally, I bought my shin guards and socks.Got home to try them out.Great.
Wrong size.The socks was all the way up to my Kneecap.Super kuku.Like some jappy student wearing High socks.Gahhh On the flip side,my shin guards look pretty cool yo.HAwHAw

Guess this year's gonna be quieter than the year before.Low profile type.Or maybe there will not even be any celebration : ( All thanks to my bro's dinner crap thingie.There aint no plans and even if i can come up with one.Itz gonna be hard to organise.Am just plain tired.Of disappointments.

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the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry when they see you you said...
you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

she said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California,
I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain... I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new tow, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise,
I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer,
some snow would be nice...

i think no one can escape the power of music.It controls your emotions without you realising it.Every song reminds me something.Be it happy or sad.For this instance,times I shed tears for things that no longer seem worth while anymore.

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Wow what a long break i've taken since my last entry.
Ytd had been a great day out fishing and miniature barbeque at bedok jetty.Though i was very tired due to the stupid china eastern plane ride.Gahhhhh Anyway,I caught three small fishes!! haha fishing is indeed fun :) It poured like crazy and we took shelter behind rubbish bins from the strong wind and not the rain.All of us were drenched to the toe.HAHA Despite the heavy rain,we managed to set up the tent in the rain.Great experience indeed :)

17th june
Shanghai-Our flight wasnt a smooth one.Pretty jerky with countless turbulence.
Temp:22 Not as hot as expected ya.Sharing a super single sized bed aint gonna make this day any better.Bugger.
I'm wearing spongebob bedroom slippers!! Shoo cutee HAwHAw
Dinner was FANTASTIC.
Feels like heaven.Alrite.Close to heaven.Whoopee!!
Dine at thie jappy restaurant called kosaii.Shark's fin,sashimi platter,huge plate of beef streaks,ebi tempura,etc.Warm sake was superb.See me float in the air.Whee~
Not forgetting,my all time favourite:Papaya milk!!Awesome.
After dinner,we head dwn ti siang yang market.Somewhat similar to pataleng in KL.Sells fake goods blalala...

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Exactly who I am running from?
Silence is deafening.
I spoke nothing. Many things were left unspoken.
I feel your frustrations fighting internally.Yet i did nothing.
The extent of that helplessness was booming within.
Fighting back tears,I broke down when you asked me that final question in the end.
There's no turning back now.
No one told me what to do.I choose my own path and now i gladly face the music.
Can we be spared from all these miseries?
The light in me is getting dimmer,
sorry for the weather..
With my teary eyes,I said my goodbye.

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Not to mention,I'm being picky again.This time is about my dinner.My lamb was practically swimming in the midst of an oil spill.The tou-gay was par cooked.No al dente Sir~Didnt request for it anyway.The amount of salt added was enough to make up the salt content of dead sea.Kinda exaggerating I know.hahaha okay but i definitely needed gallons of water to quench my thirst after all that salt intake.
On a second note,I love the carrots in my soup.They're so orange! at least they werent par cooked like the tou-gays.hahaha That was the better part of my meal.

Overall rating

Presentation:Fail (Excessive amount of oil leaking out.Sight of it is totally gross...)
Taste:Fail (Excessive salt added)
Nutrition value:As what Mr tai would say.You can try lahh~
Ohh my.What a simple yet powerful phrase.Scary thing to say aye.I say.Read between his lines.

To my clique:
Hey!! I want a sleepover! Dont get me wrong k.I didnt say i dont want the sleepover on purpose but i just cant find that perfect timing to do so.Bahh..I regret planning for the trip too early.Sorry ya! Will find time when i get back and WALAAH~ We go celebrate!! I promise : ) Miss Ya'all loads~ Take care peeps!

Your dearest SOOEY :))

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Back to cartel once again after almost a month.
People change.New faces i see.New rules.As usual they were DUMB.
Fortunately opening wasnt that hot.I hoped it rain today and it did.Was having mild diarrhea when i woke up this morning.Sigh~ Didnt want to work initially.Bahhh

Work was horribly boring.Kris had bar evaluation today.Both Mard and her were like super tensed up.hahaha I didnt dare provoke her if not I'll DIE.I was told to throw ALL 12 drinks tt she made into the bin.WTF.So wasted.Screw them.Bonnie.What a name.You look Bonny to me anyway.Ha.Owells,she did pretty well.Passed 9 drinks out of 12 as compared to shasha.But then again we cant take comparison like that.No commonstand.Congrats to her*
Headed to bugis with her after her evaluation which took like forever.My second consecutive day at LJs.Wonders* was it LJs tt gave me tt diarrhea?Enjoyed my 'sensible talk' with her : )
Pang seh-ed Vivien and peeps AGAIN.SORRY!!! Next time I'll definitely go fish with u guys ya!No hockey tmr.Work on sunday~Looking forward to it.Yay!

Met lizzie and tanny ytd.Seriously,Lizzie should stop doing all those childish stuffs.Stop stalking her.Aint gonna work.Itz frigging annoying.I despise you.Be a man,do the right thing.LOL ohh i forgot.You're not even a guy.Ha.Oops..Glad to see you guys anyway.PL gathering.A flashback of everyone ever since we first stepped into the doors of PL.Naive and innocent babies.Crushes here and there.HONG LINGYI. omg.here we go again.My biggest obsession.the most handsome girl on earth.The ultimate man!

Call me AH LIAN again.I'll wack you with my hockey stick.I mean it.

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Your replies are so cold,
it scares me.

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Still couldnt figure out why i broke down last night.
Felt utterly helpless,not knowing what to do.Confused to the point of sorrow.Every minute i wait upon ur arrival,but cowardly i crawl back to my shell.
You offered ur care and concern,I pushed it away coz you dont know tt it makes everything worse.Your existence.None can replace.
This choking feeling inside my lungs awaiting for the day of release,
somehow i wished i could vanish from the surface of earth,
leaving everything behind.
Or think about a new place where no one knows my name.Somewhere i can see sunrise instead of sunset.
Perhaps I'm just tired.Yearns to go back to the sheltered walls of PL where my state of depression is practically nonexistent.

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Looking at those innocent eyes,I just couldnt bare to yell at them.But WTH this is T.I.P.Must be strict.ttz what they've said.No choice.Displayed the mean side of me during the entire camp.WHoaaa didnt know yelling at pple can be soooo fun...hahaha Oops..Ohh poor lil kiddies.Dont cry for mummy~
Ran round the park coz all of a sudden i felt like a pig.Bahh...Carried on chatting with bestie Rach regarding abt our lives,other pple's lives and we even sang a medley of those long forgotten songs.Love it!!!

Heartland mall.Wow the sudden gush of wonderful memories.PL.Chapel every wednesday.Singspiration everyday.Corridor soccer almost every other day.Nothing of these can be replaced in the hearts of every PL lite I believe.Maybe not every but for My class peeps.Yes.Strongly believe so.

Mummy agreed to buy me the perfume : )Three cheers for Mummy!

J.C. is by far the most ADORABLE boy I've known.Omg-ly Cuteeee.lol His looks can make me go GaGa~Sadly,he's the see but CANNOT have kinda guy.Golf prodigy my ass.Did i mention anything about his character?Two words.He SUCK.Then again,a mere glance at his pretty lil face and the next moment I bet you'll melt like chocolate fondue.hahaha Contradicting myself.I know i know.Who cares man.HAwHAw

Ohh Ohh I missed this phrase terribly.It's been ages...WHAT THE COMMODORE!! Grins* So proud of the mean club.Perth trip.WoooHooo!! Albany Yeah~

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I just realised I've such a pathetic life.Ohh bugger.Sigh~
Splurged on Cds and a skirt from Zara...
At the end of the day will one realise "OHH SHIT!!" Yeahh..
No more shopping until next month.Crapz
Davidoff's cool water game smells really nice...
Ooo Gonna ask mummy to get it for me..Ha.Cheater.As always.

Met Mori's bro juz now...Had a great time talking to him abt his brother.Ass.
Hahaha
Fortunately, he accompanied me for tt moment.Otherwise I'll really die of boredom and loneliness...All thanks to the KIDDE.Pang seh me sia.But owells who am I to the KIDDE.Nothing.Perhaps GAP.Sigh~ Speaking of Pang seh.OHH I'm sorry VIVIEN!!! SORRY to PAng seh you!!! Didnt mean it lahh...hahaha

No FBTs my arse!!!

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The feeling of emptyness sucks...
Where The Hell is everyone?!!
I hear you talking but i dont feel it.Just dont.
You dont know me and you dont even care who I am...
Am I right? Or is it juz me being over sensitive?

We captured Janice and my Carrot song on jeslyn's hp...HAwHAw
Hilarious sia.Dont know what were we thinking.HAhahaha
She was doing the crazeee moves along with my singing...LOL
With Vivien's ORANGE HOCKEY STICK.Wahahaha
Food science test was Okay i guess...a couple of wrong answers.I wasnt stressed out coz of the questions.I was stressed coz of Sweeswee...Ha gave me so much pressure.I'm so not gonna sit in front of him the next time..Bahh...Sacrificed our 2hr break and crashed HTM's econs lec..We were like some monkeys disguising as one of them.So not.They were shit NOISY.Like.Wahh lau eh...Nevertheless,we've learnt something. Warning:they may serve you.They'll drown you with their talking.Bugger.On the other hand,we'll be ending sch at 1pm tmr.YIPEE!!!

I miss you so much.Really alot.I dont know if you know but I know You miss me more than anything.Not being thick skin or anything, I believe itz true..Sorry for making you depressed,sad,suffer sleepless nights just for everything tt has become the past.
-for my dearest kw-

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KIMMIE*<3
Mich*P.I.C.
Jeannie Beannie*
JOEE
SAWEE
MINNY
Ting Mei
Xin Er*
Wing Wing :)
Apple*Lesbie
Jean Therry

WINE GUMS <3
Vintage clothings <3
Never miss out your IPOD <3
My Pearl studs ;) <3
Sexy Red Nails