Run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

Alas,I got my phone back.But itz still spoilt! Damnit. I've to use my mum's batt which somehow seems to fit mine to a T. Great..Not too great but still good for the time being.

PL is organising T.I.P. (training in progress) for Haig Girls' Primary.A day camp this coming Saturday and i'm invited to be one of the facillitator for the games part. Awesome! I've been missing camps for the whole of last year except for Synapse..Great chance for a gossiping session with RaRa :)) SO Exciting!! However, that means i've to skip hockey training..Awww.In a dilemma.Go camp better rite?? lol

Karate training ytd was pretty tough.Almost died doing the training with head coach.Not only me,even brown belters who are Guys were dying from it.Head coach is a funny old man.Hard as a stone. Hahaha now i know what Natty was talking about.Natty got her black belt!! Finally!! haha we were overjoyed for her.Yeah You Go Gal! Not very sure whether they'll allow me to take grading coz i have insufficient attendance.Wahahaha ttz so Me..lol

Today's BCS lec was considerably one of the better ones (although i only went for two in all) hahaha. At least it wasnt TT boring.Fariz and my lil KID was fiddling with the alarm clock we've gotten on friday coZ of some charity thingie...Still couldnt believe i went for BCS lec.So ironic.I hate BCS!!!

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Pleasant day indeed.Apart from being half blind for three consecutive days.Arghhh
Maybe i should try playing fronts next time round..Perhaps i'll learn more than standing and guarding the damn psot.
After hockey,accompanied aishaa to TM for LJs...Salsa cheese fries was GREAt..hahaha
Rushed home.Wash up then rush out to meet Mich.And whatz amazing was I wasnt late in the end.Typical.As usual, we went on with our shopping spree...Met PARTNER!!! I was overjoyed.We were hugging each other then u called.hahaha nvm...Met edwin and his gf at forever 21 before i met up with Mich..

Ich Mag Das. But i dont dare to ask for more..
Smile :)

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I'm so tired of waiting.So tired.utterly exhausted.
When will it ever stop?
Was it just a dream i had yesterday?

Seven of us went out for movies after OB test.
Me,Viv,Janice,Julien,Jes,Barns and Fariz.
All frm J01 except Barns.
haha i invited him to join us in our sneaking out of school mission.wth.
Saw TM outside Tp bus stop.
Great to see her.hahaha
geez i really MISS everyone~

Sometimes,I really havent got a clue of what to do at all.
SO much for knowing alot abt it.

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I'm really confused.
I have no idea what i'm doing anymore..why am i feeling this way?
Itz juz two other people who have their own freaking lives and i dont want to intervene.
I really dont wish to.
Can someone stop me?

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Our seperation has it's faults
but I don't wanna leave it all
so write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
and I just need some time to breathe

baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

we're in a spell that never ends
the empty hourglass wore me thin
so let the phone do it's work
your voice is heavenbut it hurts
your words are memories
but they burn

baby just say goodnight

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The opening chapter of a new friendship.
I hope we can let bygones be bygones and start afresh from the scratch.
Though memories of the past cannot be erased,but may the happy ones remain in our hearts forever.

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Now MicroEcons is starting to appeal me..Itz somewhat similar to math and A math...
I LIKE IT!!!

Went out with my new found Sissie for dinner and had a chi chat session near my hse..
Sissie gave me advice and concern regarding what happened over the past few days..Thanks dude!Nice kid indeed...

Sorry to say but I'm gonna 'pon' the day camp and hockey tmr juz to study...
So many tests next week!!! I'm so stressed out..Dying soon..DAmn..I need a break.

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Juz wanna say thank you to all who have been giving me the support i needed..
These few days had been a rough time..
I'm glad to find not one but many shoulders to lean and cry on.Thank You.

Seeing you* smile again brightens my day :)
Smile More!!!

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Living in such a fucked up world.
i'm a fucked up person.
I despise my own courage.
Every time i am about to speak up, I get scared,
I get the cold feet.
Tormented by the feelings of guilt,
My sleep filled with tears,
Every second is torturous
And ur every word u've said has been embedded into my heart.
The rose held to the very end,
yet i destroyed it's only presence with my bare hands.

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Deadlines Projects Deadlines.
Thatz all I can think of.
Itz only the start of a new semester and i'm feeling this way.I cant imagine myself coping wth a lot mre than this in the coming months.
Met quite a few familiar faces within an hour.Prissy,zhi wei,edric,jasmine and karin.
Was on my way to bring my hp for repair I met all these people.What a small World.
Prissy is still as pretty as ever.
Had a private chat with jasmine and I realised how much I've missed out.
Seriously need to do some catching up pretty soon..Thank you jasmine for offering ur shoulders to cry on when I need one :)
We started calling * FF the whole day. FF was irritating the shit out of everyone.His definition of gayness is disgusting.Arghh..During lecture,Barnabas talked to me bout jean and cartel.Nice chap.But his so called gang can be rather playful at times..

I'm so scared.I'm feeling what she is feeling now.And it breaks my heart to think about it.

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Why is going against the tide always wrong?
For Fuck's sake, Give Me a break.
Is it done?Is it juz a waste of time?
Will my decision disappoint you?I really dont know.
Tearing in my own heart,
I cannot sleep for the moon is too bright.
For my clouded mind.
I'm blinded.
I look into the mirror,
all i could see is the selfish me.
Why has the changed in me turn out like that?

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Hockey practiced was super relaxed..Mr Danker,our coach came down for a while and we did our training at the basketball court.Apparently,some people invaded our pitch with their big red ball.I call it the rolly polly...they were playing stupid games wth tt dumb ball.It was rather silly.hahaha After training we played hockey monkey.Initially i thought it was gonna be damn boring but turns out quite fun lah..haha

I dont know what i'm doing anymore.Have you ever foreseen something terrible ttz gonna happen and yet still continue wth it?I'm facing this dilemma and i cant get out of it.Struggling so hard to escape from reality but when u wake up the next morning itz still there.Juz hope my decisions are right.Someone please enlighten me.

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Lessons today seemed horribly Long.Especially Comm skills.Guess everyone was tired.Vivien got really irritated because of *.Even I got irritated.It wasnt funny at all and yet * laughed so happily..Whatever lahh.Juz shut tt gap of urs *...

So many debates went on today.Arghh.Damn sick and tired of debates.Firstly, we had debate on whether Macs and kfc serve high quality healthy food.Vivien made a name for herself.Everyone in the class remembers her as 'The fastfood' girl and the girl who loves tt phrase. "You'll Eventually die."haha
During Commskills we had another debate.Initially, our topic was on whether gay marriages should be legalised.You tell me the answer.I had enough arguing my point about it.And some people juz got to open up their Damn Freaking minds man..

And Wow! I must say sweesiang's results impressed me.He's got 4As and a C sia...Hez like the smart Ah beng.haha heyhey he's gonna be my bestfriend :) I felt tt Mrs thomas was being sarcastic towards him.Poor fella.I sensed tt he's getting pissed wth how hez being treated.Like man can you juz give him a break?Owells. Try putting urself in his shoes.I'll cry.Itz humuliation to me.I'll disappear and never step into the campus ever again...

Finally,we were able to use our sticks and not get stinky hands.Yay!

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Bcs tutorial was Boring.With the capitals.We were having fun messaging each other over the discussion board..haha Most of the time I wasnt even listening to what the tutor had to say,so I had to keep asking julian what to do.I suspect i drank some of his Choya .Hawhaw..I was typing nonsense like'This is a heading.How dumb.' ,'I am a dumb kid' ,'Sweesiang is my bestfriend! and 'Quey is a Gay Cat.' Ahaha i was enjoying myself so much then...
Met up with my chewchew after school.We watched Mission impossible three alrd!It was not bad though i find this kindof undercover plot rather cliche.Anyway I cant wait for Bourne Ultimatum to be released!Matt Damien! WooHoo! I dont know why but i seemed to have this special attraction for guys whose names are either matt or martin.But who cares, I have my chewchew.Grins*

YAY!!! I got into the second round of the selection of CCm's Interest group leaders! Jumps up and dwn on the bed* Couldnt believe what i saw man..Immediately, i msg vivien and informed her tt shez also been shortlisted..This is so gonna be Ex-Citing!Three cheers to PL girls..haha

We had our field trip yesterday after the interview.Went to the cafe cartel at raffles city and I saw Jessica...ran over and gave her a big Hug.Ohh How I miss tt queen babe~ After she left I realise shez actually very nice.But now shez gone.Sigh~ Well,the good thing was we got 15% discount off which was like abt 9bucks..Yipeeeeee!Headed dwn to Market place and carrefour for our research.My itchy fingers poked almost every squishy stuff I could see..Heex hopefully those food dont turn bad or something.Ooops~ I was floating ard the supermarket like a little kid.Now now.You cant blame me for tt.I'm still a kid :)

-Feel the drifts-

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Alas! I am the owner of a purplish blue hockey stick at a discounted price of 80 bucks.Vivien got hers at 135.Super bright orange.Way to go Pal!

Did cashy today.Half of my shift actually.Mark taught me how to do pancakes and SALMON caesar salad.Yipeeeee! I was elated and so eager to learn..Basically,it was rather simple.Seriously, anyone could do it. When we got to the rolling of salmon bit,i stared at those delicious slices of salmon and told mark i'm not continuing anymore.Geez it was tempting.One more look at it and the next second itz in my mouth.Muahaha but still, i had my self-control...

After work was my coffee club outing wth my chewchew,nic,karin,kian fee and eunice.the wasabi prawn salad was a horrid.Too much of the wasabi taste.The thought of remembering how it taste like makes me want to Puke* Bad proportion.But actually the idea of it sounds interesting though.Just tt it doesnt taste like what itz thought to be.I'm so gonna try the slipper lobster linguini next time.Yay! wait up lobsy!

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KIMMIE*<3
Mich*P.I.C.
Jeannie Beannie*
JOEE
SAWEE
MINNY
Ting Mei
Xin Er*
Wing Wing :)
Apple*Lesbie
Jean Therry

WINE GUMS <3
Vintage clothings <3
Never miss out your IPOD <3
My Pearl studs ;) <3
Sexy Red Nails