Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
I was reminded that there are 12 days of Christmas but that Christmassie feeling is no longer in the air.More of the countdown craze aye?
Well,since it's still Christmas Season.Wanna make a last Christmas wish?
The other day I was strolling at East Coast Park,
couples holding hands,places to go
seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?
I signed my letter and sealed with a kiss
I sent it off and just said this
I dont know what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
Santa please stop this aggravation that's my only wish this year~
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Things just seem to be wrong,really wrong.
It scares me so much I almost broke down during the dinner
Questions.
A very strong, weird and scary feeling just lingers within me then I start to realise there was pretty much hiccups today.
My dad fell sick, witnessed the wall lamp almost dropping off the wall, a waitress dropped and spilt some soup on one of the guest's table, heard things I dont want to hear, receive a Sorry phone call from someone.
All these are signs enough to make me freak out and uber uncomfortable to begin with. Really.
Besides that on the surface the dinner was alright.
I reckon that the personality test is right, I am sociable when I want to. But there will be times when I want to be left alone to recharge my batteries before another round of socialising.
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Finally I get to blog YAY.The past few days my internet connection went Bonkos zzz
Something ,must be very wrong with me these days.Really wrong.
Not once but TWICE I paid for the wrong price.Got home,realised that the price tag and the receipt is a total different amount.
Tell me if I ought to shoot myself.
My heels have sexeh curves
Woo~ Groovy yo!
Wing wing got me so many chocolates;stocking up my food supply many many times more!
:)
Yes,I would like to address that tag box matter.
As if I am so dumb to believe that so many many characters (some whom I dont even know who the bloody hell is) tagged me.Own up now or you'll be counting doom!
Ahh well,I already know who this person is, actually.I reckon I have to keep an eye close for the time being aye?
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1. And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be………..?
2. Do I look like a people person?
3. This isn’t an office. It’s Hell with fluorescent lighting!
4. I started out with nothing and still have most of it left.
5. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.
6. If I throw a stick, will you leave?
7. You!……..Off my planet.
8. Does your train of thought have a caboose?
9. Did the aliens forget to remove your anal probe?
10. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed.
11. A PBS mind in an MTV world.
12. Allow me to introduce my selves.
13. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.
14. I’m trying to imagine you with a personality.
15. A cubicle is just a padded cell without a door.
16. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven’t fallen asleep yet.
17. Can I trade this job for what’s behind door #1?
18. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.
19. Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it?
20. Chaos, Panic, and Disorder ... My work here is done.
21. How do I set a laser printer to stun?
22. I thought I wanted a career, turns out I just wanted paychecks.
23.Sometimes,when you cry,no one sees your tears.
Sometimes,when you are worried,no one sees your pain.
Sometimes ,when you are happy,no one sees your smile.
But fart just one time…(I bet Sawee laughs her knickers off**)
More crude jokes:
Q. How do you know when you are getting old?A. When you start having dry dreams and wet farts.
Q. What’s the definition of a Yankee?
A. Same thing as a ‘’quickie'’, only you do it yourself.
Q. Why don’t little girls fart?
A. Because they don’t get assholes until they’re married
Q. What do you call a chiniese phedophile?
A. Fuk em young.
Q. Why do women have 2% more brains then a cow?
A. So, when you pull their tits they won’t shit on the floor.
Q. Why can’t women read maps?
A. Because only the male mind can comprehend the concept of 1 inch equals a mile.(WTF)
Q. What has one hundred balls and screws old ladies?
A.Bingo!
Q. How do you get four old ladies to shout “Fuck”?
A. Get a fifth old lady to shout “Bingo
Q. Why haven’t they sent a woman to the moon yet?
A. It doesn’t need cleaning.
Q. How do men sort out their laundry?
A. Filthy, and filthy but wearable.
Need a good laugh to end the miserable day? I do.
Out`
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So if you aint honest do you still love the person?
wtf is love anyway?
It's kinda upsetting to know that someone whom once liked you is hooking up with someone you know.
Not that I like that person or something but it just feels weird though.
Nevertheless,if you're happy I will be happy for you :)
The Holiday makes me wanna spring into the scenes, enjoy the freezing cold snowy weather and the laid back country side ambience.Absolutely Perfect.Nice place to emo
Sad to say that,honestly,I'm a lil disappointed with Mr Allan wu(Joel).
Not to mention,he is Jeanne's new boyfriend.
Sigh~
For some reason you know its coming right at you but dont know what to do.
I dont wish for some things to happen.
Like the song says
When we both agreed as lovers,
We were better off as friends,
That's how it had to be,Yeah, that's how it had to be.
So I beg of you to give me an easier way out?
A song I got from Vera's blog.Sad indeed.EMO-ing
Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless.
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless.
Little white flowers will never awaken you,
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you.
angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?
Gloomy sunday
Gloomy Sunday, with shadows I spend it all;
My heart and I have decided to end it all.
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad, I know;
Let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go.
Death is no dream, for in death I'm caressing you;
With the last breath of my soul, I'll be blessing you.Dreaming -
I was only dreaming.I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, dear.
Darling, I hope that my dream never haunted you;
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you.Gloomy Sunday.
My emotions are flactuatung like the Real GDP curve with its peak and trough
Hell,I dont know what's getting in me.Really.
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Looks like my social life is back on track; driving me with lil time for 'personal emo-ing space'
haha
I saw Partner AGAIN!
Rahh damn fated man.
This time was at the most unlikelyplaces and somewhere secluded not frequent by an eastsider like moi.Joel was with her.Aka Allan wu impostor.Some say good looking.
Hockey bbq.
Floating in the rain sheltered with a few pieces of brochures like xiao za bos from Serangoon Mrt station to Maju Ave was a perfect welcoming note.
On a positive note,
Food was palatable.
Camila got dead drunk and ended up vomitting on Max's bed.
Poor Max.
At least he had Good-Oh Elsie to help him clean up ;)
Man,its been ages since I had a good good laugh
Mr Danker was laming away though he made my day so happy.
He jab me with a motivation booster!I was elated man
You dont get comments like that every other day know :)
Hehe
**When you cant get to someone's house next time,please dial 1800-(NAME)
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once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my two people who are special to me :)
1)Xin Er (Date:16th Dec)
2)Kai Wen (Date:17th Dec)
Enjoy this special day of yours to the fullest!
Woo~
Had a long long day shopping with Sweetie Wing Wing!
Cakes at NYDC were so tempting we were this close to drooling at the sight of them.
Met up with a few of her friends and I saw PARTNER!
Without her braces.Still, I prefer my old Birdy beanie jeannie
She and tanessa were working under Nivea products at WATSONS.LOL
I pratically pee-ed in my pants lahh damn furnie
Didnt quite expect partner to work under the roof of WATSONS.Naahha
Pardon me.
Hols are just Shiokadoodoodles
Sleep shop study play swim jog chill friends at your own pace**
Gonna cherish every minute of it Babes ;)
The things we do for our loved ones
white lies,sacrificial giving,waiting patiently for the other to reciprocate,tolerance...
I wish there is a you I can sing about, dream about, fill my empty heart
but I'm not ready nor is there a you yet.
Christmas alone? Maybe.
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Tempti-licioussssssss
Want a bite?Or just a lick?
Christmas season is round the jinglebell corner so make some mouth watering desserts for your loved ones!
Chocolate and Vietnamese Coffee Tart, Condensed Milk Ice Cream
Ingredients
Condensed milk ice cream:
6 large egg yolks
2 cups whole milk,
divided1/2 teaspoon salt 1 (15-ounce) can sweetenedcondensed milk
Chocolate tart dough:
1/4 cup slivered almonds 1 cup confectioners’ sugar,
divided 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter
1/4 cup cocoa powder
1/4 teaspoon salt1/3 cups
all-purpose flour2 large eggs
Chocolate-coffee ganache filling:
17 ounces bittersweet chocolate (66% cocoa mass), finely chopped 1/2 cup coarsely ground French roast coffee*
2 cups heavy cream
1/3 cup sweetened condensed milk
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 large eggs, lightly beaten
Preparation
1. Make condensed milk ice cream:
Place egg yolks in a large bowl and set aside.
Fill a large bowl 1/3-full with ice water and set aside.
In a medium saucepan over medium heat, heat 1 cup of milk to scalding.
Pour 1/3 hot milk over yolks, whisking constantly until well combined.
Pour in remaining hot milk, then pour mixture back into saucepan and return to low heat.
Stir constantly until mixture has thickened enough to coat back of wooden spoon.
Remove from heat and stir in remaining 1 cup milk, salt and condensed milk. Place bowl in ice bath (be careful not to spill water into ice cream base) for about 10 minutes, until mixture is cool.
Place in a covered plastic container and refrigerate until mixture is cold, about 2 hours. Freeze in an ice cream machine.
2. Make chocolate tart dough: Place almonds and 2 tablespoons confectioners’ sugar in food processor fitted with metal chopping blade.
Pulse until almonds are very finely ground. In bowl of electric mixer fitted with paddle attachment, cream butter, cocoa powder, ground almonds and salt on medium speed until well-combined.
Turn mixer to low and add remaining confectioners’ sugar and flour and mix well. Slowly add eggs and mix until thoroughly incorporated. Shape dough into a ball and flatten into a disc. Wrap well with plastic wrap and refrigerate overnight.
3. Position rack to center of oven and preheat oven to 350°F.
4. Using a rolling pin, roll dough between two sheets of lightly floured parchment or waxed paper until it is about 1/8" thick and 13" in diameter.
Transfer dough to tart pan, pressing against edges.
Roll pin over top to remove excess dough.
Place a large sheet of parchment on top of dough and fill with dried beans or pie weights.
Bake for 20 minutes, remove paper and beans and continue to bake for another 20 minutes until dry. Remove from oven and place on wire rack to cool. Leave oven on.
5. Make chocolate-coffee ganache filling: Place chopped chocolate in a medium bowl and set aside. In a medium saucepan, combine coffee, cream, condensed milk and salt to a simmer, whisking constantly.
Strain mixture though a fine-mesh sieve on top of chopped chocolate. Stir until chocolate is melted and smooth, then whisk in eggs until smooth and shiny.
Pour into baked tart shell and place tart on baking sheet. Bake for 25-30 minutes, or until filling is just slightly jiggly in the center. Place tart on wire rack and cool completely.
6. Assemble dessert: To serve, slice tart into 10 slices, and place on plate with a scoop of Condensed Milk Ice Cream.
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ont blame me.I just copied and paste the facts.Hell it is lengthty!
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Not only subjected to children.Adults can suffer from ADHD too.
I highly suspect SaWee is suffering from that :P
I must be mad surfing the net at wee hours on pain management and all the mental disorder whatever nots.
Tell me I'm normal.
RED ALERT to all those ladehhs who are uber mojo fans of High heels
Unlike the Barbie dolls they grew up playing with, women have flatter feet designed to bear their weight by distributing it evenly across the entire surface.
By placing feet in an uncomfortable position, high heels may lead to a slew of health problems.
Pain in the ball of the foot, metatarsalgia, is a common compliant for high heel enthusiasts.
But the damage done by heels goes beyond aching feet. High-heeled shoes change the shape of the feet and may eventually prevent them from functioning properly.
The unnatural position that the feet and legs are placed in when wearing high heels may shorten the Achilles tendon, which connects the calf muscle to the heel bone.
This causes the tendon to become inflamed and irritated.
Frequent high heel wearers may also develop a bump at the back of their heel, commonly called a “pump bump,” caused by friction between the heel bone and the back of the shoe.
Pantyhose may also cause health problems.
Stockings prevent air from circulating around the foot and create the perfect damp, warm environment for the growth of fungi such as athlete’s foot.
The abrasiveness of nylon,
which is compounded when the pantyhose is wet or sweaty, can cause blisters.
Some varieties of pantyhose, usually the cheaper ones,
don’t have adequate elasticity,
which may cause the toes to be constricted and forced upwards leading to ingrown nails and hammertoes.
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Drink Chocolate Milk
1. It was shown that high levels of milk chocolate consumption do not raise blood cholesterol levels, even though chocolate is high in saturated fats. It seems that the saturated fat in chocolate, stearic acid, does not have the same effect on cholesterol levels as other types of saturated fats. Woo~ Cool seh Anyway,for people who do not know that we cannot consume more than 200mg of saturated fats a day.Okay I cant find the actual amount.This is the rough figure.Ha.
Eat Chocolate Bars
2. Chocolate is loaded with antioxidant polyphenols. These are those same compounds found in red wine, fruits and vegetables that are touted for their heart-healthy and other disease-preventing qualities. In fact, a regular chocolate bar contained as much as an eight-ounce glass of red wine, or the same amount as five servings of fruits and vegetables. Cocoa contained the most, followed by dark chocolate and then milk chocolate. What is still not known is whether the polyphenols in chocolate can be absorbed by the body. Those studies are still preliminary and ongoing. Early results in animal studies are looking positive. This could be one science experiment where it may be fun to be the guinea pig.
Chocolate Is Better for Your Teeth
3. Chocolate is better for your teeth that other foods with a similar sugar content. Apparently the nature of chocolate makes it easily rinsed from the mouth by saliva, leaving it in contact with teeth for a shorter time. Chocolate also contains tannins, which inhibit the action of cavity causing bacteria, perhaps by not allowing them to stick to the teeth.
Chocolate Is a Natural Drug
4. Although you would have to eat several pounds at one sitting, chocolate has been found to contain chemical compounds that stimulate the same receptor sites in the brain as marijuana.
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I dont even know who you are
Come find me one day
Christmas is season for get togethers,confession to your love ones,present giving etc.
Perhaps,in my case,I want to spend christmas alone.Am not a loser OKAY.
Get that right.
This feeling in me has been there for quite some time alrd.
I dont know how long I can take this.
If I continue with this,i'm gonna lose my friends eventually.All of them.
But I wish to be alone,really.Like shut myself up in an isolated container,
hybernate through the fall,back afresh awaiting spring.
I need to bubblewrap my heart.My everything.
I dont know what I really want
Someone please help me find my way~
If your friend was vomitting incessantly for the past half an hour,what would you do?
a) Call an ambulance
b) Rush the nurse;asking her to cut the queue because HELLO this is an emergency!
c) Ask the nurse frequently whether it's her turn or not
OR
d)All of the above
Gawd,I dont understand where are those brains people have from studying.
Study so much but when comes to real life situation like this,cant think of a reasonable solution also damn jia lat sia
I'd done all of the above.
Comeon, we are talking about a person's life at stake.
And I suspect that it could be serious food poisoning if not she wouldnt be vomitting for an hour and a half.Wahhh siao.
That girl must be exhausted.Yiewww gross
So,Please people.
God created brains for us to use WISELY, not only to study.Dumbasses(her friends).
Lights out`
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SORRY really.
Not that I hate the person or anything but my retarded fingers are too tired due to excessive typing and I'm officially brain-fried.Still,I have my friking Food safety quiz to do.Ironically,I'm still here blogging.Ha.
Voila!
My marketing report is finally done YAY!
Currenty, I have three comps on, a printer on stand-by,TVee switched on.Kay,my mum just switched on another TVee.Well done.The utility bill and electrical bill is on the verge of an explosion.
AND I'm doing some editing for Xin er's case study.But my brother's lappy does not have Microsoft Words.Which means,after this I have to run back to my room and do the editing.Wahh marathon sia. Worse still, I have to rush all the way to school to hand in the assignment.There goes my school-less day.
All these work is making me eat alot.Binge alot I mean. Gahh why of all days my brother's other comp monitor have to fail me.
I cant print my stuff alrd lahh.Dread using the school's printers.
Damn stupid.Can you feel the panicky me? Screams**
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I think I need to swim after a stressful day of 'work'
No more OT for me.
Man,it's tiring.
Cant imagine partner without Braces
Boy,people with braces is just so appealing to me.Like really.
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Does it mean something?
I dont know.Really.
And I dont feel like knowing what's within the 'miss'.
Ho Boy,Well done.
I reckon that I'm gonna be in serious shit if I cant find this missing button
and my suspicion points to my fatuous dog Beckham.
He probably ate it.NONONONONO!
This morning he came into my room waggging his fluffy tail at me while I was halfawake.
SEE. Highly suspicious character! Gahh I'll try finding when i'm done with marketing case study first.
It's a KILLER man.
Last night, everyone was 'pia-ing' out in the few pathetic labs in school to complete this stupid assignment.
Seriously brain wrecking. And I have to hand up by 5pm.Finish my food safety quiz by 5pm too.
Great. Will someone please stab me with a dagger?
Good Luck to all peeps with tests this week.I mean today.Ha.
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Gawd,I havent got a decent life
Randomly reading blogs.Got a shocked of my life.Man,Lizzie?Are you seriously kidding me?
I pray for you.That nothing bad befalls upon you.Really.And everything will be better.
School ended at 1plus and my intended plan was to start on revision but darnit
I ended up sleeping like a wooden log till 5plus
Woke up to drink some water,said hello to an unknown figure then went back to hybernate while it poured outside.
Regarding that unknown figure,she happens to be brother's friend.Or girl friend? Fling?
I aint gonna care bout his life outside these closed walls
Damn,I'm sooooooooooooooooooo fucking bored
Counting down to your return,it's been a month plus plus
Why is everyone getting into unneccessary trouble with the law?
Gahhh Sooey wishes all the best to 'these' people
I have no wish to entertain people who expects too much from me
This is so frustrating.What am I to do when I have to say no twice?
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I'm afraid that I may fail to be a good partner,never able to love with my heart again.
Never cease to fufil that desire to be loved.
Who wouldnt?
Maybe not now for some.But definitely in the near future when things are right where it is.
All these scares me so much so that I dont believe in getting entangled in something which will diminish in a twinkle of an eye
Only if someone could lend me a helping hand,teach me what love is.
Lunch break convo was absolutely rated R(A)
Gahhhhh Ashley and Xin er were blabbering on about ahems
While I gave them the horrid idea of 'Paddle-Pop' to aggravate that OH-MY-GAWD topic
hahahaha
Geez Was in the wrong state of my mind lahh!Ahems*
We had One last time of Fitness
I'll miss it manThough I didnt attend much cause it scares me.Or maybe I was too lazy to train up.Fitness just now was superbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
Gonna practise on my hits and perfect my sweep :)
And WOW swimming really helps in building up my stamina.Really!!
Tmr gonna swim swim swim with Wing Wing :)))
Anyhow,It's WENDY's BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY GAL :)
hope all your admirers made your day a joyous one!
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He sure love mees alot
I'd realise at the end of the day I practically went around the whole island,3polys,namely TP,NP and NYP.All these travelling makes me so tired gahhhhhh
Sad sad sad.
TP lost kinda miserably to ITE.5-0?
I guess that's the score while the guys did tremendously well
Players on the pitch were playing half-hearted.One look and you can tell the difference between those who fought with all their might and those who lost the battle with their mind.
Being fearful of opponents is common and understandable,especially when almost the whole team are club members.
But trying and giving your best can be miraculous.
You'll never know until you've tried your best.
Michelle has always and will always be prettehhhh
hehe Mich, dont get too happy yet aye. AHHHH
And Alicia tan spotted me while walking to the poshy library
She still looks hot.Drools*
I like her dress!
For pete's sake,why cant TP's library be as posh as NP's?
The studying environment in NP is 100 times better than TP.Really.
Condusive environment.Without some looneys trying to make a soft toy,walk like Simba
LOL Damn retareded.But then again,if I were them I'd done the exact same thing!
Seriously! When they place the "Simba" at the grass patch,you can visualize that scenic view where "Simba" lives.RAHHHH
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